Something that i did not know ...

Something that we never knew ...
Would you hold my hand , if i hold you hand .
Would you reply my hug , if i hug you
or would you remove your hand from me ,
push me away ?

Something that i already knew ...
If one day ,
you hold my hand , ill hold your hand tightly .
Wont let you go away from me .
If you hug me one day , ill hug you back
and give you a soft kiss on your forehead .

Something that you already knew ...
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WHO KNOWS ? beside you ...

How can i tell myself about you ?
Girl ? Can you teach me what to do ?

When i ask you for a date ..
Yea , NEXT WEEK !!
You just said , not sure and its not time for honeymoon ..
When another friend say they gonna go for your favorite movie ,
you said you are so interested and wanted to go ..
Maybe next week is so so busy , but you can tell me ..
"how about later ?"
or
"how about this week?"

You said , you were afraid to ask your parent whether if you can go out or not ..
Because you told me , you were so scare .
I understand , totally understand ..
and now .. you were staying outside ,
If you really wanted to go out with me ,
simply say you wanna out .
and ill be there .

It was just my thought , maybe you think different ?
But how am i suppose to know if i wasnt being told .. ?

If i can chose again , i wouldn't tell you i love you at the first place ..
Ill make sure i understand you more first ..
BUT know what ?
I had told you , so ill be responsible with my action .
I had told you , that ill wait you patiently .
I had told you , i had give you a hope .
Even i do not know if it is a hope for you .
Even im complaining .. But in heart , i was heartbreaking .
Even i say i will chose not to tell if i can chose ..
But i never regret actually , if i did not tell you at the first place ..
I think we wont reach here ..
Where i can tell you I Love You always ...

I just hope , one day. We can sit together and talk .. Talk peacefully , discussing ..
And dont end with argument !