You Jerk !!!

Because of love , everyone went crazy ..
love cant be measure ..
but promises can be measure ..
you fail , mean you fail ..
if you cant afford a promise , DUN FAKING PROMISE SOMEONE THAT YOU CAN  !!!
JERK , FUCK YOU !!

Because of your duno what stupid promises , and you dun work hard and achieve it ..
That make her , lose trust in relationship . A real relationship !!

Before That

Someone who is past is past ..
Appreciate someone who is near you now ..
SO please dun let someone who love you leave you ..
but ,
if Someone who really love you and had their heart broken .
and ,
Someone who really wait you like youre the only girl in the world .
Because they do , they did REALLY REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU ..
At least , give them a hug before you really end this !!!

Conversation of Demon and Angel of my Mind ~

Demon : You had done what you need , appreciate or not .. It depend on her , Dont waste time focus on one ..

Angel : You cant give up , since you already done so many things ..

Demon : She never love you .. Trust me

Angel : Its just a wrong timing now .. Wait for the perfect timing , she is waiting too .

I told them , yea ..
I had done what i should , and that is my limit ..
I wasted few year just to staying at home doin nothing , i give up easily ..
Cant i just let myself bear through this ?
Please dun ask me give up too ..
I know its about time too ..

Something that i did not know ...

Something that we never knew ...
Would you hold my hand , if i hold you hand .
Would you reply my hug , if i hug you
or would you remove your hand from me ,
push me away ?

Something that i already knew ...
If one day ,
you hold my hand , ill hold your hand tightly .
Wont let you go away from me .
If you hug me one day , ill hug you back
and give you a soft kiss on your forehead .

Something that you already knew ...
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WHO KNOWS ? beside you ...

How can i tell myself about you ?
Girl ? Can you teach me what to do ?

When i ask you for a date ..
Yea , NEXT WEEK !!
You just said , not sure and its not time for honeymoon ..
When another friend say they gonna go for your favorite movie ,
you said you are so interested and wanted to go ..
Maybe next week is so so busy , but you can tell me ..
"how about later ?"
or
"how about this week?"

You said , you were afraid to ask your parent whether if you can go out or not ..
Because you told me , you were so scare .
I understand , totally understand ..
and now .. you were staying outside ,
If you really wanted to go out with me ,
simply say you wanna out .
and ill be there .

It was just my thought , maybe you think different ?
But how am i suppose to know if i wasnt being told .. ?

If i can chose again , i wouldn't tell you i love you at the first place ..
Ill make sure i understand you more first ..
BUT know what ?
I had told you , so ill be responsible with my action .
I had told you , that ill wait you patiently .
I had told you , i had give you a hope .
Even i do not know if it is a hope for you .
Even im complaining .. But in heart , i was heartbreaking .
Even i say i will chose not to tell if i can chose ..
But i never regret actually , if i did not tell you at the first place ..
I think we wont reach here ..
Where i can tell you I Love You always ...

I just hope , one day. We can sit together and talk .. Talk peacefully , discussing ..
And dont end with argument !

AM I ?

Its hard to forget someone , there is not way to help you forget someone .
You just had to endure it the pain of missing someone until you one day you wake up and your mind was thinking about something else instead of him/her .

Too bad , i wasnt about to forget you .
But , what make us today is because of ;
We text everyday ,
We just start our every day with a Good Morning ,
And we end our every night with a Good Night .
Its just like go to work , go to school everyday ..
Longer it is , it became a part of life .
We get used to it ..
You dont like to go to work , dont like to go to school .
But this thing had enter your life .. When holiday came , you will total forgot about .
You dont love me , just that you take me as a object where you use it everyday .
If one day you dont found me , you will just forget about me .
I do hope YOU LOVE ME , just that you wasnt ready for a relationship .
I WONDER AM I JUST A PART OF THIS STUPID OBJECT .
ONE DAY , YOU LOST ME ,
I STOP FINDING YOU ,
WILL YOU JUST TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT ME ???

Life Was Too Short to Think , Because Time Flies !!!

I have something so tell myself , but i don't know where to start with ..
There , There , There or There ??
Alright , here then ...
The word from a math teacher when im in form 3 .
She is the coolest teacher i ever met , she had a short black hair .
Always dress herself up like teenage .
Had a pretty face . Quite many male student like her .
Her name will remind me of honey . Hahaha
That day ,
I was doin like usual , talk and joke with all my classmate ..
At the moment they all stop , and i start doin my homework in class when the teacher had done teaching ..
The teacher bring a chair and sit in front of me .. and said
"why are your mind thinking so many things ?"
That moment my heart was melting , and there are some tears rolling in my eyes .
But they never come out .
My mind was " why ? i was thinking nothing and why she said im thinking so many things and i would cry ? "
She add on " you just lock your problem in a safety box in your heart , and the key is you "
This moment , my mind was .. " DID I ?! "
She leave the class with final word , " think will lead you to empty space , do will lead you to the space "
That day onward , i understand .
Life was too short to think , because time flies ..

The Best Appreciation

The best appreciation for my sacrifice of love to you is not about what you can do for me .
Its the word " Thank You for lovin me " .